Posts

Halal in every aspect

Image
Yeaaay after time searching journal halal in bookstore I found it via online. I just knew this journal just available by online only so no wonder I was difficult to find in book store lol. Inside the journal explain everything that i must concern what is inside my snacks, drink, soap, toothpaste, shampoo, cosmetic, etc or knowledge about eating in restaurant, cafe, etc.

A lots of halal thing that i must need learn, understand, remember and apply which can make my head ache for the first time i read :P until i have thought "Its easier  if i became vegetarian so no need head ache to think about this things" but hey as vegetarian from carnivore not so that's easy too hahaha.

I almost give up and lost my interest spirit to learn about this. Plus, at that time not much food or restaurant or cosmetic or etc has Halal MUI Logo -i guess this just an excuse only from my laziness hehe-.


Then,

Step by step I interested to learn "again" and faced the hard moment "t…

My body, am sorry!

Image
Finally, i decided to open my draft folder which already long time ago i saved it (only the post title) and now i want to write the topic that was inspired from someone blog (i forgot the address *sigh*) and realized me that unconsciously or consciously i often unfair with my body.

what unfair things that we already done to our body? Start from the food, we mostly eating the junk foods and ignoring the nutrition that our body need it. Sometime we made our body dehydration with drink less water and much soda which we knew its not good for our health. Sometime we love to sleep late and we knew exactly our body need rest after so many activities we did in daylight. 

Sometime we love to do nothing with lazy to exercise for make body strong and fit. Sometime when we got depressed and stressed we love to torture our heart, head, etc with sink in the deep of sad sea. Sometime we ignore the alert from our body when it goes wrong.  

et cetera 

In the end of this world when all of us in hereafter …

Kematian

Image
Yesterday (Wednesday, August 14th 2013) i got email from someone who asked me to write something in bahasa Indonesia about life. Its made me confuse :-/ but maybe I'll try to write it.
# # #
Aku sungguh tidak mengerti ketika membaca email singkatmu itu. Mengapa dirimu meminta aku untuk menulis sebuah nasehat tentang kehidupan, tentang belajar dari kesalahan, tentang salah apa saja sebagai contohnya (masih bingung dengan kalimat ini :-/) dan sebagainya, dimana kamu menginginkan tulisan ini tentang sesuatu yang bisa kamu baca dan mengkuatkanmu.
Aku bertanya-tanya dalam hati, bukankah kehidupan ini telah kamu lewati beberapa tahun lebih dahulu dibandingkan diriku? Kenapa bertanya kepada diriku yang nyatanya masih belum mengerti benar tujuan hidup ini? Pertanyaan-pertanyaan ini berputar dalam otak dan tiba-tiba muncul pemikiran akan kematian.
Hey, kamu membuat aku berpikir kembali akan kematian! 
Mungkin tidak ada hubungan dengan permintaanmu tapi ku rasa masih ada makna yang bisa …

Muhasabah "Self Introspection" time

Image
People always celebrate their birthday and almost all congratulation it in their birthday moment. My self are not one of them because I didn’t like to celebrate my birthday or even now days am so rarely to say “Happy birthday” (I often said “wish you all the best and hope all your dreams come true, etc”) to my friends or I forgot their birthday date. I still remember that my parents celebrate my birthday once in my life time and that when I was little girl who still didn’t understand the meaning of birthday.

Birthday is not for celebrating (for my self) because I will get older time by time, years by years, months by months, weeks by weeks, days by days, hours by hours, minutes by minutes, seconds by seconds. Getting older mean near to death in this world so for my self it’s not for celebrating. Getting older is muhasabah “self introspection” time for me. Getting older is getting closer for me to face my death and the judgment day

In this birthday, I just want a dhua (pray) as a gift.…

Grandma, I Missssssss you!!

Grandma, i miss you...
Grandma, i miss your hugs...
Grandma, i miss your kisses...
Grandma, i miss your cuisine...
Grandma, i miss your stories...
Grandma, i miss your lesson about knitting...

Grandma, i pray for you that you can rest in peace inside your grave...i love you grandma mwaaah (K)

My Honey, My Love, My Darling, My Sweet heart, My Sayang, My Cinta

Image
Dearest Honey,
where are you my honey???...
don't you know that am waiting you here...










Dearest Love,
when you will pick up me, my love???...
don't you know that i miss you so much...




Dearest Darling,
what are you doing this time, my darling???...
don't you know that i want be with you whole my life...










Dearest Sweetheart,
when you will give me suprises, my sweetheart?
don't you know that I'm so curious about your surprise...












Dearest Sayang,
how long you will take time to find me, my sayang???...
don't you know that I'm here so eager to meet you...









Dearest Cinta,
do you want to know one secret, my cinta???...
my secret is I always believe that my honey, my love, my darling, my sweetheart, my sayang, my cinta will come to meet me although i don't know yet who you are... :D






Source of the pictures : random from Google

Thank u Allah the answer from Asked For

Thank u Allah...
for all that u gave to me...
Thank u Allah...
for loving me although am so naughty..
Thank u Allah...
for always give companion when no one beside me..
Thank u Allah...
for remind me through problem that i had now..
Thank u Allah...
for wisdom that u gave through problem that have to solve..
Thank u Allah...
for strength that u gave through difficulties..
Thank u Allah...
for courage that u gave through danger to overcome..
Thank u Allah...
for prosperity that u gave through my brain and brawn to work..
Thank u Allah...
for love that u gave through troubled people to help..
Thank u Allah...
for everything that u gave based on my needed..
Thank u Allah...